Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @11:23 PM
sugar and cinnamon and love and cough syrup and clubs and blue and sprawn and boots and slide and fur and head and lettuce and red and fridge and wind and tuna and storm and buttons and nails
www.xanga.com/spring_rings
Friday, May 04, 2007 @3:54 AM
i thought i wanted to close this blog down. then i read it and thought that somehow its was funny
using the com after 7 years
and everything here is screwed. my itunes my pics my limewire. everything. i might as well shut this whole thing off right now.
but yeah. i am still here
didnt want to blog. but then i can resist writing sth before i leave.
the midyears was fun. i didnt really feel any huge strees but i get to study and it feels sort of a challenge. pretty exciting. and ss and history i get to learn so much stuff.
i dont know what i am talking about.
shoot me if you want.
cant wait for monday where i can go get some shopping stuff done.
i have this whole big long list of songs i am dying to hear, but yes, cant.
since i dont know when. it keeps accumulating. like till forever.
but for now, i have my own song. yay.
Fingering through the woodsglistening into the skyclutching on to sth oh so tightletting go of my beautifulslowly and emotionalit tears away my heart my paini'm all aloneDont you know i'm lost without youi'm lost withoutthe energy towhat am i gonna dowhat am i suppose to dowhen the love and meaning exist no moretheres nothing worthyearning fornow i know where the story endsthe clouds they fade and it starts againi just cannot get you out off my headi dont why tears fall like rainwhen the thought of you comes back againbaby dont you haunt mewanna get it over with its copyrighted dearie.i love it=)
alrighty. SO LONG MY FRIENDS.
Saturday, April 07, 2007 @7:20 AM
hahahahahaha
todays been pretty much perfect.
woke up at 7.18 by a morning call.
with ms tessa ong as service lady.
eeeeegn,...
eeeeegn
egn
egn
i was lying on my bed and hell. trying to make a sound imitating a word. i failed terribly.
early in the morning what.
on the other line wasnt much better off too,
hahaha
both of us were like
eh
eeh i o nnng
egn
eooo nng
hahaha. i thought it was damn funny!!!!
finally got out of bed.
i tell you my mum was shocked to see me studying.
esp when i need to be beaten to wake up. and now,
i sit at my table so early doing work.
i think to her, she saw golden rays shining behind me. like i just got enlightened.
hahahaha
did some phyics
tmr's my turn to be service lady. hahaha
had tution
ate my
casino royale;tiramissyouit was good i tell you.
hahaha, went to pp to get my water bottle. finally.
and guess who i saw poping out from behind the dustbin?! hahahaha
Dahlia!!
i think when we smile, it really felt like old friends seeing each other after the war.
i dont know la.
hahaha
its nice catching up with before, had lunch the other day with her at yoshi; salmon.
hahaha.
well,... was good.
dinner at jumbo=) damn good.
made a horrifying sandcastle with my kid cousin and brother. so much of fun.
found a starfish. damn pretty=)
it was alittle bigger than a 50cent coin.
never have i seen one in my life before. was sorta silver. and one leg was broken.
my brother told me it can grow it back itself and put it back in the sea again. if i can upload the pic from my phone. i'll post it up yeah=)
days seemed like fading away far too fast. maybe i could as well just cope with whatever i have.miss you all.
Sunday, April 01, 2007 @7:01 AM


haha. my lovelies. with show me the money.
dance pic so dated. its naturally blurry. so yes.



oh my god. my heads splitting.
this aint a scene, its so god damn arms race.
what the hell
april's fool wasnt that much of fun
OH YES. I GOT A NEW PHONE. THANKS.
i have been so patient living without one this whole week. its like a downgrade to my previous hp. but its alright, its red.
anyhow.
my dad took away my 500 bucks. just like that.
was at tution this morning. it was fun. had my mind away some stuff.
i really dont enjoy dance one bit.
hell man
whats with the.
i wonder why.
nowadays when i run through my wardrobe, i cant find any clothes. its so funny cuz i didnt remove anything from it. its just that my eyes just cant seem to pick anything out from there. i know steph would understand. you wont.
i need to go shopping!
someone just slapped me.
nothing at all for you till o's over.hahaha.
you know i have been using the plastic bottles for a week now. man.
i think the world is short of bottles now. nike dont even have a normal sized one.
sigh.
my head's really aching.
My dad made me call the singtel place that day for the 4th time, this time it was a guy.
hey, you know i just lost my phone? its not even 2 weeks. i didnt browse the gprs. it was just on.... i cant believe it just accumulated to like 40 dollars.... omg, i am really in deep trouble,....i have to fork out the money. i have no money for recess......omg....=(((errrm,.....ok,... i will wave the charges for you alright..wow. yay!!!!
hahaha. guys will always fall for that. the previous 3 woman dont even care la.
yay. i am really lucky.
ok, school tmr.
i put my mind off already. good=)
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @6:44 AM
P.S.
DO NOT MSG ME. MY PHONE IS BEING STOLEN. (meaning, you will receive no reply)
I DO NOT HAVE A PHONE NOW.
AND YES, THAT THEIF MADE OFF WITH MY MAXX V6, WHICH I BOUGHT BOUT 2 WEEKS AGO.
my house line is the only living access i have now. thank you.
f***uck that bloodly assholic man.
i have no idea how i am feeling now.
it hurts being thrown out of the window or sth.
hahaha
duh.
thanks BEL for always being there, to hold me when things didnt get quite right. to tell me all the right things to do.
to know all the right things to say, to letting me know you are always there. if not, i would have never survived.
helping me out, through whatever i had to go through. and yes, for panicing even much more than me for my phone. haha. plus +++++
thanks STEPH for comforting me, always standing on my side. and always knowing there is someone who trust me and telling me the textbook is your girlfriend. hahaha. more than words.
thanks JAMIE, for that silly note. it means so much, even though it sounds,.... silly. hahaha!!! it cracks me up like shit. never knew you were this sweeeeeeet!!!! i love you ok.hahaha.
thanks LIXIAO, for making me laugh imitating her dying breathless tortoise. slowing opening and closing its mouth. hahaha, telling me bout cockroaches i am not afraid of-_-
thanks SNAD and JELLY, for being their retarded selves, and letting me make a fool of them without knowing.
i gave them chilli sauce instead of ketchap. hahahaha
talking bout it now, i think at this rate of eating tomato sauce, i can die,
eg. a burger from Macs, i will need 3 packets . small packet of fries, 2 packets. eveytime i eat macs i will need 5 packets.
dancers, and daph and nat and shi. and all my friends
i am making such a big deal. hahaha, like i am dying soon like that. na
its not serious at all. joking ok. joking.
the class tee is so nice=) i should have put dana instead of dayner. i must have lost my mind. cuz i saw the whole class putting some weird names, so i blindly followed.
dont ask me why DAYNER, i will smack you.
hahaha. after school was so funny. we were on the bus with all the 3/3 ppl. huixin and the rest, i think. they were shouting, talking to me from the bottom deck while i was upstairs. hahaha. like its our house like that.
In places no one will find All your feelings so deep inside It was there that I realized That forever was in your eyes The moment I saw you crycry-mandy moore. love that song.i need to breathe honey. drinking joy, to save my life.
Friday, March 16, 2007 @3:58 AM
You know all my holiday homework are like half done here and there. and when i saw the amont of work to be completed on the class blog( yi wen's really sweet to write them all out), i almost died.
my brother made a hashbrown for me. i cant find the freakin tomato sauce. had to settle for chilli. damn, that sucked.
bel came over for awhile for sauna. i think i had my nose burnt.
dont keep saying you are died inside ok. your slowly killing yourself!
anyhow. i think i a retarded with a damn short concentration timespan. i cant remember the last time i really sat down and focus on my work.
hell.
i have no idea what i am doing ya know. i need some magic powers.
that day after dance we set off for lunch. we were all talking bout sadistic stories of people and with all the videos nat has in her phone. i was sorta feeling chilled already.
then,
i met someone, whos impression that i cant forget. it was on the bus.
i was sitting with bel when i suddenly looked to the side and saw this lady when i totally freaked out. i swear nothing i saw was as freaky as this. even from all the horror films.
i stoned. and was like bel,.... did you see it? she replied. " errm, yes. its all make up only right. makeup only,..." she kept reassuring me.
cuz i didnt even notice she came up the bus, and there she was half her face facing me.
i doubt you guys would understand.
her dark face was totally light purple in colour. and had blue eyeshadow. i was like .... . . . long black hair to the waist totally didnt help too.
omg.
i got curious. i wanted to see more. but she didnt turn.
and i notice everyone standing at the front was giving weird stares.
she was sorta smiling. and i was listening to runaway love and from just now, the scary stories of death.
oh man.
i cant remeber the last time i was frightened like this before. and on the bus, the dancers doesnt seem ,like they were too. maybe i sat closer. but, it just didnt make sense to me. it was like 12 in the afternoon.
maybe shes just a nice lady who didnt really had her make up on too correctly. but who puts purple foundation.
then, at 2 or 3 bustops later, she alighted. the whole time back facing me.
then she stood at the bustop with her back facing me until the bus drove off and i could see no more.
i wonder why.
i didnt get to her her whole face. maybe that was fortunate of me.
then i told bel, hey, omg she left did you see? and bel was like " oh she left? i didnt know"
anyhow. i'd wonder why humans are all afraid of all these kind of stuff. maybe i should go find out. like why people scream when they see a head or sth. ah ya.
oh yes. i didnt tell you. i love my this phone. just that the msging part dont allow to put in your own words.
i am in a 5 now. omg. i dont want it to stop so fast. but who can help it. and yes please. you are not in a 7.
@3:21 AM
You know all my holiday homework are like half done here and there. and when i saw the amont of work to be completed on the class blog( yi wen's really sweet to write them all out), i almost died.
my brother made a hashbrown for me. i cant find the freakin tomato sauce. had to settle for chilli. damn, that sucked.
bel came over for awhile for sauna. i think i had my nose burnt.
dont keep saying you are died inside ok. your slowly killing yourself!
anyhow. i think i a retarded with a damn short concentration timespan. i cant remember the last time i really sat down and focus on my work.
hell.
i have no idea what i am doing ya know. i need some magic powers.
that day after dance we set off for lunch. we were all talking bout sadistic stories of people and with all the videos nat has in her phone. i was sorta feeling chilled already.
then,
i met someone, whos impression that i cant forget. it was on the bus.
i was sitting with bel when i suddenly looked to the side and saw this lady when i totally freaked out. i swear nothing i saw was as freaky as this. even from all the horror films.
i stoned. and was like bel,.... did you see it? she replied. " errm, yes. its all make up only right. makeup only,..." she kept reassuring me.
cuz i didnt even notice she came up the bus, and there she was half her face facing me.
i doubt you guys would understand.
her dark face was totally light purple in colour. and had blue eyeshadow. i was like .... . . . long black hair to the waist totally didnt help too.
omg.
i got curious. i wanted to see more. but she didnt turn.
and i notice everyone standing at the front was giving weird stares.
she was sorta smiling. and i was listening to runaway love and from just now, the scary stories of death.
oh man.
i cant remeber the last time i was frightened like this before. and on the bus, the dancers doesnt seem ,like they were too. maybe i sat closer. but, it just didnt make sense to me. it was like 12 in the afternoon.
maybe shes just a nice lady who didnt really had her make up on too correctly. but who puts purple foundation.
then, at 2 or 3 bustops later, she alighted. the whole time back facing me.
then she stood at the bustop with her back facing me until the bus drove off and i could see no more.
i wonder why.
i didnt get to her her whole face. maybe that was fortunate of me.
then i told bel, hey, omg she left did you see? and bel was like " oh she left? i didnt know"
anyhow. i'd wonder why humans are all afraid of all these kind of stuff. maybe i should go find out. like why people scream when they see a head or sth. ah ya.
oh yes. i didnt tell you. i love my this phone. just that the msging part dont allow to put in your own words.
i am in a 5 now. omg. i dont want it to stop so fast. but who can help it. and yes please. you are not in a 7.
Friday, March 09, 2007 @2:12 AM
Don't wanna think about itDon't wanna talk about itI'm just so sick about itI can't believe it's ending this wayJust so confused about itFeeling the blues about itI just can't do without yaTell me is this fair
just did my reflections. for my mum that incident.
let me warn you my fellow friends, if you ever bitch about anyone including your parents or for some odd reasons about yourself,....
dont ever let it come to light. especially if you wrote it down. choose
1) burn it immediately
2) flush it down the toliet bowl
3)run to the incinerator to recycle it and wait till it doesnt look like a piece of paper to you
4)swollow it
well. let me be an example ok.
i am so screwed cuz my mum saw the paper i bitched bout her. ytd, my whole family was in a serious state of emoisim. everyone was crying, like some drama. oh hell.
thanks ok tess.
anyway,.... today we had some sort of CIAP gathering.
jana, steph and bel. our manager shi, was currently busy and uncontactable.
we bought pizza, with half a side without pineapples for stupid bel. and ate under the armbrella. hahaha. then went to the swing and laughed a whole lot out. i wonder how come our game of concentration never was successful.
somehow, someone will burst into some stupid fits of laughter and interupt the game.
hahaha. the way steph does that flower action is humoungous!!!
hahahahaha, nevertheless, it was really enjoyable.
you know, that day i saw some other girls sitting in the middle of the grass patch,
i was,.... utterly speechless.
who found it?i mean,... its not like anyone can do anything bout it or sth. but, come on,
it makes it seem such followers.
yup,
clever people would understand.
that day, during dance, shi, bel and i came up with this joy to the world song!!! for this significant margot.
hahaha! its been so long since i actually made a joke-song after tooterians parted to different classes=/
anyhow, i plan to study hard. yes. to embark on my 6 pts regime.
like real dana.
what kind of shitty results are you getting. insane. you really dont deserve a cent. Ok, the last part of the cent is what my mum always says.
anyhow,... i really need to be serious. and you guys out there too ok,. we'll do well.
today, this good friend of my told me bout how irritated she was with this classmate of ours. maybe practically everyone was. i mean, fortunately, i wasnt there.
well,... who have we to blame that she accidentally overtrimmed her
eyelashes? oh man, poor girl=(
eyelashes wont grow back, would they?
maybe screaming and shouting in class early in the morning would?!
i wouldnt know, hahaha, maybe i should try it too! =)
dancing works my muscles. i would probably turn fat without it for 1 whole week.
please let my the holiday be fruitful.