ytd, i heard this song playing on the radio and i had this huge reaction towards it. i thought the lyrics were damn beautiful and expressive even though i had heard it so many times before(it was quite an old song). i felt as though i was meant to hear it. wow. amazing
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things
I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
You were everything, everything
that I wanted
We were meant to be,
supposed to be,
but we lost it
And all of our memories,
so close to me,
just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know
that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me
feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know
We were done
You were everything, everything
that I wanted
We were meant to be,
supposed to be,
but we lost it
And all of our memories,
so close to me,
just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending
OH well,... its sad sometimes when i think about it but i am moving on though you have long moved on.
AND YES, I HAVE YET TO POST MORE PICS!!! it always got stuck when i try to post the tooterians photos!!!
my dearest darling patpat
yay!!!! none of the fingers are ours leh
chocolates??
the cool muale and yaya??? what are you doing there????
pat ah,... so retarding, me and gita behind
gita??? is having a mental breakdown cuz she fulfilled her dream of taking a photo with her idol!!!!- me!!!
squeezing our faces in=)
cutting of the browies. look at gita and kuku!!! hahaha so funny, like what yaya said,... they seem excited at their newborn baby!!!
wow!!!! haha, ya looks so retarded
poor maid*
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL MY BLOODY POST IS LIKE GONE???????????????????? ITS LIKE 1OOO OVER WORDS???????????????? AND I LIKE I SPENT DONT KNOW HOW LONG WRTING THE WHOLE THING??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
BUT I DONT RMB WHAT I WROTE ALREADY CUZ I ATE MY DINNER BEFORE COMING BACK TO DO THE PHOTOS , SO MY HEART DONT ACHE SO MUCH AND ARRRRRRRRRRRR! IT GOT LOST ON THE PRETEXT THAT I WANT TO SAVE IT FOR INCASE. AND I PRESSED CTRL C????? ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRR
what i wrote in short form
tooterians baking session/ only excited for hois becuz i can paint my nails/nail polishes!!!!/disgusting idiot teachers/dance tmr?=)/ helpful alissa/ fun gym with somersaults/ a dumb about-you poem/
yeah,...... i hope i wont imagine that you understood what i wrote previously cuz it was never published, but i will still think that i have mentioned it before=( arrrrr, and it will make me a more confused person i already am. arrrrrrr
WOW. its been so long since i blogged. cuz i know i take very long to finish what i want to say all in a day's work. yup,... arrrr,.... blogging.
now i think i lost my blogging skills,... lost contact with it. not as if i had any blogging skills but, i like to read what i wrote, its interesting and it makes me emo.
i know you love to read my blog too, right???? *points a gun at your head* you: yes!!yes!!! my godness!!! me: hahahahhaha, i knew it!!!!
oh my,... i am so lame-_-
ok whatever,... 3e9 had the environmental song thingy today!!! ok,... we werent prepared la,... everything was so last minute,.... but we pulled through didnt we????=) i really admire atiqah you know,... shes really good,... rmb the rap she sang for ss??? ya, she wrote it herself. like wow!!!! ya,... stop guessing,... she wrote the enviromental song for our class too!!!!
yeah,... during legacy,... the class were practicing singing,... i was happy=) hahaha,... i really wonder why i am like involved,... ok,... yiwen was like the planner,... atiqah,. song writer,... cheryl,.. choir singer,.. dana,.. some idotic horny gorrilla
*wow!!! you are actually NOT praising yourself*
^i have to la,... sometimes i get tired feeling so superior^
ok,... wdv. ya,... ! what was i doing there???
anyhow,... we went ahead with the silly stuff we thought just before the performance.... i was really touched and suprised that so many ppl came la!!!! i thought only 6or7 would turn up. we did actions ppl could laugh at,... and sang live!!!! like huh? no music? ya,... no music,... thank goodness we didnt go out of tune!!!!,... *or did we??? hahaha,... i could only rmb i was singing very loudly cuz i thought it was too soft!!!! hahaha!!!
TKG CARES FOR THE ENVIROMENT
HAHAHAHa,....!!!! i love that part man!!!!
yeah!!!!! 3e9!!!!! we were NOT BAD!!!! hahahaha
HAD DANCE AFTER THAT,... it was pretty draggy la,... i dont know what we did. i was wearing my new fbt shorts!!!!! hahaha,.. jamie and zan we wearing them too!!!! same colour!!!! but mine was the curved side one,. anyways,... we were like dancing the same 4eights the whole time. i think i am going to get so bored of it la!!!!! oh my,... DANA dont you ever think of that!!!!! ya,... sorry i cant help it la,... you know you do the same thing so many times, no matter how nice,... you will get tired right??? and i think out dance is done up,... like almost ready to perform,... oh well,... 21st july leh!!!!!!!!!!! wa lao!!!!!! how long more????
OHOHOH, I KNOW!!!!! WE CAN WORK ON TEACHERS' DAY DANCE!!!!!!!!! hahaha LAME-_-
ANYHOW,... i dont know what to do with this incident happening in our dance club. its like,... ok,,... you stay away, we dont talk,.. we laugh, you hidden at a corner, crying. like ok,.... theres a time when you will realise all those,... and the time is coming,... oh well,.. like i care.
ANDANDAND, you know what????? i was so bloody embarrassed that day la!!!!!!!!!!! WENT TO PLAY NETBALL FOR #,... LIKE HELLO??? DANA PLAYS THE NETBALL??? i was like practically running around doing nothing,... feeling small and all that with ppl towering over me. thinking that i had nothing to do,.. i went to defend like a wd. and what the hell,... does not work,... IT WAS SO SHAMEFUL CAN???? i really hope no one was looking lor. cuz,.... aiya,... wdv la,... * sobs in despair* ....
english!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rahhhhhhh!!!!!!! i wanted to at least get an A can???? my argumentative ca was crap as expected. they ask if i agreed whether celebrities should be good role models,... i go and say,... "that we should care less about other's private lives and care more about whats going on with our lives"-_- like,...ok,..., oh my god!!!! so wasted!!!! rahhhh!!!!! the whole thing was like fun to read,... but it does not answer the question at all la!!!! i only realised what i was writing 5 mins before the time's up la. =(
aiya, forget it la dana.
ok,... i am happy that i had posted.
yay=)))))))))))
oh my!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanted to blog like so long ago!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanted to blog bout the dance production,... but now,... i lost the mood=(
ok whatever,... todays ss project was pretty screwed up la,... some technical problem,.. dont know why only can open the file with dahlia's account,.... thanks alot man=)
OK, HAHAHA our part was pretty boring ppl were just staring, haiya and fiona's one was cool,... and artiqah was hilarious!!!!!!!!!! you rock man!!!!!!!!
ok,... theres dance tmr,... yup, carnival day dance!! i think thats the only dance thingy i look forward to=)
hahahahaha,... dana here!!!! =) and yes i just watched the video and i was practically laughing like hell. ya!!!!!! ok,... i was taking my emaths spring test at the circular block with the dolls today,... and i saw so many 3e9ners walking around!!!!! hahahaha,... i didnt concentrate la,... i said HI!!! to everyone i saw yeah! hahaha, it feels funny sitting there alone can. people walking round were staring at me la, probably thinking; why this mad girl go sit there alone with the dolls.
but i guess i was lucky already la cuz steph and the others had to do their work on some wall. crap, i totally flunked it!!!! arrr, nvm ,. theres always tmr=)
hahaha,.. k!
ohoh, and i would like to thank all the darling people who gave me your encouragement ytd man!!! i LOVE you GUYS SO MUCH !!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!
today was a relatively happy day!!!!!!!
pretty slack and everything. after school, it seems like there were only the 2 pathetic souls left in class. STEPH AND I!!!!!!! OH MY GOD! me and steph were like levitating on the table like waiting for the magician to make us float!!!! hahaha. we let our heads hang off the table and talked like that la!!!! it was preety weird cuz i saw i see her head upright, cuz we were both upside down. ya,... ppl from outside were staring at us.!!! lol. it was so fun!!!! then JANA came!! we bitched and all, laughed and talked until the others joined us.
saw JAMIE and dont know why we started shouting at each other madly like we were deaf. then we started dancing ballroom dancing or what you call it at the circular block la. screaming??? ya, others have to shut us up. i think we cant stop going crazy together. hahaha, you fat woman, i love you!!!! she just just called me and asked me to say back tmr for the carnival dance thing! she sounded so excited!!! hahaha, we both cant wait=)
yeah!!!!!!!! STEPH!!!!!!!!!!!! we chatted like girl chat during our dance free time and talked and talked non-stop!!!!! this 2 juniors ah, so kpo. shanise and yanyan talk so loud. end up this ms chaim made steph the scapegoat and ask her to sit away from us. poor steph.... anyway, not long later,... i moved myself over to steph there and we started talking again!!!! yeah!!! i dont know what happened man,... we were stretching and stretching when suddenly,.... WE BOTH LIE DOWN BESIDE EACHOTHER FACING THE CEILING!!!! hahahaha!!!!!! so funny!!!!!
ms chaim was like, " you 2 lie down here for what??? here got no stars hor!!!" but we didnt care!!!! hahaha, it was so fun! we were like lying on some bed and watching the moons!!! cuz the lights are big and round!!!can you imagine other ppl dancing,.. we sleep on the floor daydreaming. hahahaha!!!! not exactly daydreaming... we were like laughing and laughing!!!! and occasionally i would smack her head cuz sth she had just said was very silly. hahaha. i like it this way becuz if we were to satnd, i wont be able to reach her head! her legs are not called 5 miles long for nothing!!!! ppl came around us and ask what we were doing la!!!! it does seem pretty lovey dovey!!!! hahahaha! you brighten my day like no sun would girl!!!!! hahahaha!!!!! i never keep things from this darling!!!! i love her too much yeah! and she agrees too! muack!!<3
oh yeah,... i realised that my tooterians will always be my pillar of support, anywhere, anytime. its like,... we went through lots together and i will put down anything to help them if they need it,.... its the same,... they would too, for me. now, when i see them around,... and i look in their eyes,... i feel a huge sense of belonging,... hey,... i know!!!! you are my family!!! hahhaaha that kind of thing,... i love them all!!!! all 4 of them!!!!
when i see KEIKA, from far,....i will shout KUKUKUKUKUKUKU!!!!!!! she pioritises me, cuz i am her baby!!!!! kiss kiss i love you!!!!!
when i see PAT,.... i will just feel like walking off with her,... i dont know,... its like we went everywhere together last year. arrrgh,... but i always see her moving around. never sitting down or anything. oh my,... best friends,... best friends,....
when i see GITA,... we both would either pretend we dont know each other or dao one another,... then after like 3 seconds, turn back and say,." ohhh,... you fat woman,... and laugh a great deal even if it not funny. oh my,... you are my bitch forever!!!!!!
when i see YAYA,... yup, i would hug her, my thin woman!!!!! she protects me from anything la. like today,... she offered to wait for my bus after school when i told her i was scared of sth,, even though she had a new nice bowl of tom yam mee waiting for her at video shop,... how sweet can that be, awww,...
yeah,... i trust every cell in my body in them. and i love that feeling of trust=). trusting them and them trusting you. yeah!!!!! i have a clique that loves me the way i love them!!!!! hahahaha
this entry is about the people i love~!!!! yeah!!!
well,... i am sick=( i feel weak here and there. and i feel fat!!! huh!!! my throat tastes bitter. gross!!! i wanna go cut my hair tmr! haha,.. hopefully i will be jumping up and down by tmr. yup.
i feel damn lazy, slept the whole day. missed tution,. oh well. i dont feel like doing anything now,... i dont feel like dancing or singing, or drawing or thinking. ya, i dont feel like thinking. (i just said 6 words of feel) oh whatever, sick ppl are irritating.
jamie told me we needed 4 diff songs for the carnival dance. the bimbo group,... there COULD be:
beep
all night dont stop
my humps
control myself
anything la actually
i cant think now, oh my brain information system is stuck halfway.
arrrgh, i hate to be sick.
today,.... it wasnt very nice, or very not nice. ( i love my primary school vocab) ya,.... i cant stand ms hamida's lesson man!!!!!!!! its like i will ONLY feel sleepy in her lesson!!!! like, when she comes,... ok, sleep, when she goes, ok, wake up. ya la,.... so weird right???is the chicken essence not working???
ai ya, this stupid fiona is so irritating, feel like disturbing me, then disturb. feel like daoing me, then dao. tennis was great!!! i really feel like picking tennis, hahaha! i feel like I, Dana leong, got the potential!!! hahahhaa, no la,... sometimes, i just feel like being in the sun and you know acting cool like the tennis girls, hahahaha.... anyway, i keep hitting out cuz there is like no space( we are using like 1/4 of the court, of course la!)
you know i cant wait for dance after school tmr!!!! its like us dancers own leisure time and all, its been a routine to stay back on fridays to practice for carnival day!!!! but i just realised that carnival day is like in july..... oh but whatever,... l love fridays!!!! i rmb i blogged all the fun times we had on one of the fridays, i wrote soo much in total detail. and suddenly, the whole freaking thing disappeared la!!!! i got soooo pissed!!!
ai ya, forget it, the other dancers blogged bout it too=)
i msged like 5 ppl and no one replied whether they are staying la,...
who knows tmr later only got me and nat. hahaha!!! that would be cool!!!
nat seems stressed today,.... and we hugged eachother during recess=) we both needed it=)
all the dancers seemed gloomy today la. and the 9 of us need to write reflections on the water-pouring incident. oh well, i almost already forgot bout it liao la!
went with jana to pp to buy fake eyelashes, hahaha ate at kfc and all,,.... i think it was the first time i went pp with 1 friend. hahaha, shes really nive to be with=) jana jana ber dana banana nana. hahaha. SO EVEYTIME I CALL HER, THERE WOULD BE LIKE MY NAME THERE HAHAHAHA!!! and lis nat wanted me to add her name inside can???? i wass like no! so extra!!!! hahahaha kidding la.....
you know my mum bought me this mattress for like 700 over bucks and it is so thick!!! i sleep on a high-rise bed right, and it is like freakin over the handles la!!! i wonder whether i will find myself lying on the floor the next morning with a broken neck or sth. my god!!!!
oh!!!!!!!!!i think the cutest people on earth are.....( drumrolls.)
ZANETA!!!!!!!!
AND
JOCELYN!!!!!!
THEY ARE BOTH SOOOOO SUPER DAMN CUTE AND ADORABLE!!!!!! SO SQUEESHY, AND PINKIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even though i dont think they know each other,.... but i think they are the freakinest sqashiest pies on earth!!!!!!!!! i love it when joce says sth silly. shes so innocent and it really brightens and liftens my spirit!!!!! i will start laughing for no reason seeing her smile!!!!!
and zan!!!!!!!! i cant stand myself for staring and smiling at her when she does that little lost persian kitten. and when she dances!!!!oh my god!!!!!!! i felt like i would die for her can!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahaha.!!!!!!!!!
i just complained to dahlia how badly shes been treating me this few days. and she admitted theres sth wrong with her, and yes, i agree. bad girl!!!
i dont know,..... all of a sudden, i got this huge urge to dance,.... like dance, like mad, dance till i get drained, dance till i sweat,....dance till i drop. i dont wanna talk, i dont wanna sing, i just wanna move, and shake in this big space, full of mirrors,... bright lights,... a radio,.... blasting cool music,.... and just me myself,.... dancing like no one's watching,... to get the things off my head,... and not give a damn to whats happening or has happened. my god,.... give me that,.... i dont have space now,....
arrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!
i am so confused myself,.... so whats the big deal bout.
makes no sense. why do you care. why are you so self inflicting?
it makes me happy. it makes me feel good. it makes me sad.
it makes me even loneier when you are here, when you are gone.
no one had made me feel this way. it comes endlessly. but... so on and off,...
i dont even know.... so what now. i dont want to risk anything,.
is it worth it? worth them,.. ? the people i love? i emphazied to much already.
maybe i would like to tone it down,? but how?
i want it to stop, you know. i tried but i failed,..
but it sorta changed... its lesser now i guess,,. good for me. hahaha,... you will never know,... oh probaby later,....
sometimes i wonder what i did was right or wrong....
hahaha, i am so contradicting.... i give in, i helped out, to you,...
when i know i want it too. but i am glad, at least i know
i am not heartless nor selfish. i like to see another person happy i guess.
it comes from within my heart.... hahaha,... is this all a joke or what?
i think that maybe friendships are even stronger,yup,...
here and there,... everywhere,...people are abnormal,...
it comes and go. get upset and forget about it.
what a weird life. hahahahahaha
i think this whole entry is crap,........