today was THE dance day

if i were to rate the dance,... i wouldnt give it a mark too high, neither would it be too low. cuz i know i put in effort

but the others,... it depends,...
the sec3s daph,.nut,.serene and the ciaps
its like the last time we would be performing on the school stage i think. =(

it wasnt the best we could achieve la,.... some of the the sec1s need more brushing up. its like they haven been doing those corner to corner stuff we used to do. its sad
i miss the last year teachers day dance. the girls in pink!!!!! the justin timberlake song. there were so many comments on it=) but this year,.. hahahah. so many ppl were dancing!
ours are like just another one

the music started like 3times wrongly. i was standing like some idiot with my butt facing the audience. i was screaming in my head. dont move unless the music goes right.

when i turned around, i was shocked to see there were like many ppl. cuz the whole time the curtain was closed and i was backfacing them and whatever holy shit

you know i forgot my part 3steps. is it very obvious????!!! you know i have ppl coming up to me to tell me i forgot my steps???!!!!
rah!!!
hate it


the contemp was good!=) hahah,... everyone was so into it.


went back to my primary school
lunched at parkway steamboat,... saw many old friends and teachers
anqi's nice
=)






ok,... i want to start on my eofs
everyones been busy with it.
rahhh
hate life sometimes
wp made me happy ytd
hahaha

bel was saying" 2 wp lovers sitting on the wall" hahahaha
whatever






I LOVE THE CIAPS OK!!!!!!!
JANA BEL AND STEPH!!!!!!!!!!!

I THINK I AM GOING CRAZY

yup

rahhhhh

ok

errm

whatever



BEL!!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!!

oh,... just now,.. my bro went mad and quarrelled with my parents and ran out of the house,...

i was in my room when i heard all the comotion,... a short while later,... i came out and saw my parents sitting at the sofa reading newspapers. great. just great.

i didnt say anything,
i just ran downstairs to look for him,... i went everywhere. the playground, the backyard and the 30th floor,... i was crying and went round asking the guards.

i could find him la. i went up again to get my phone and keys and went down to look for him again,... spotted him at the pool. we just sat there and cried,... i mean,... i understand the pressure and everything. i was a sec1 before. and i understand our parents 2years more than him.

oh well,... it was such a long time before my mum came to look for us,...i gave her a clue as to where we were" I LOVE TO SWIM"

oh,... everything's fine now=)




actually ytd,.. i had blogged but then sth went wrong and yeah,... sth went wrong. it wasnt published,...=(

but anyway,...today wasnt fantastic

tutioned the whole day,.. and mrs ng ask me to go back everyday so as to improve in my amaths.
rightie



i hate that feeling you know,... that heart-scrunching-beating-non-stop-poping-out-of-your-body kind of feeling. i just hate it,...
it could be for alot of reasons,.. or for no reason.

rahhhhh

when i think of dance,... that friday when i was on stage rehearsing,... the lights,.. the music,.. the attention,....i get the horrible reaction,... was i afraid? i dont know,....

when i think of weiping,... i get it too. its crap,... i wish i could just cut it away!


dance dance dance its on thursday!!!!
i dont want!!!!!
what are we going to wear???


talked to bel on the phone just now,... i was screaming and laughing,..
i dont know why,... i am always laughing when i am high,...cant stand it too,....
i cant control myself you know! and its so not soft.


its been so long since i blogged,...

wheres my time?
oh there! *points to the window*
it flew away!,...

my vocab sucks

see,... the words i used?
they are like 4 letters long
oh whatever
i am so contradicting(13)

rahhhh,...



i dont know
what i want,...
but i want
what i dont have
i dont have
the need to yearn
but i yearn
secretly for you

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
MYYYYYYYY
GODDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just checked my mail!!!!!!=)

hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!! i am freakin happy!!!!
today is such a fantabulous day!!!!!
hahahaha
i think its planned just nicely for sth good to happen at the end of school. we're like separated the whole day and then meet later, in the most unexpected moment.

i wanna thanks steph,... for always being there to listen to me talk and scream,...to just be beside her and to see her smile,... its a blessing.

i wanna thanks bel,... cuz it was always her who imforms me bout when the wall is about to paint purple. hahaha! that lucky shit


it feels weird for me to blog bout what actaually happened. but anyway
its such a crazy life.

i'm not going for ballet=0hahahaha,... *takes the stone out of my heart*
but i miss the ppl and all=(

JAZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE IT!!!!!!!
BUTBUTBUT
we're not ready!!!!!


anyway,... whatever,...
going for tution, back to the usuals. planning to sleep late=)
if my mum allows that is,... to wake me up to wash the toliet
arrrrgh


i really didnt know i was so noisy you know!!!!! i didnt know i sream like close to 24hrs!!!!
where did i get the energy from???? arrrrghhh,....
that reminds me
("all this time we dont get what we want we pout we shout and scream and make it loud,... its ccccciaps)


i like to drink

papaya, mango and passionfruit mix bubble tea,...
its my creation
i call it the tropical tree=)

hahahahaha,... tatata,....

its a wonderful day,.......

i hate the bluetooth to the com
i got many many photos
rahhhh

ytd,... was fun cuz of the game i played with bel,...
we were to search for some ramdom unknown person on the field. we only had their names and surnames,.. the first person to find them will win.

at first it was this girl called zoe sth,... and i found her first!!!!
i went around asking like a mad cow and found out she was a softballer,....

then i went to the softballers and they told me where she was!!! i was sooo freakin happy when i saw her,... i thought i screamed.
hahahhaa

then called bel immediatly=) to tell her i won=)

zoe was like frightened,... and refused to tell me her name.

the second was this netballer,... and i found her first too!!!!!!
she was pamela, or sth,... i was so happy,.. i hugged her and could tell she was scared of this insane gorilla. hahahaha

bel found the 3rd one and she even took a photo of her,... that girl's damn cool la,....so sporty

we gave up on this person called charmine chee. couldnt find her after so long.

had so much fun!!!! that woman,... bel is so in love,.... cant stand it.




i missed the tooterians sooooooooooo freakin damn much!!!!!!
i missed last year,... where we had tonns of fun together,....
singing raps we wrote for our hater, siew chi!!!!!!
hahahahahaha

dont really wanna talk bout our class this year.



hahhaa,.... got a shock to see her during our queuing for zany,.... screamed for steph. that girl, freakin lollipop. so cute!


saw WEIPING ,..... after the whole thing was over,.... screamed WEIPING,... all the way,... until i was so near her. theni screamed" WEIPING DOESNT KNOW SHES WEIPING!!!!!" ALL THE WAY BACK.


WEIPING~
i tell you she looked freakin horid. why cant she just clean those stuff away????
hahaha,...
but,.... i like.

WEIPING WEIPING WEIPING


after that left with yi xiu sherry and shi for tution.




OG was so proposely that day. dont like him already.






HAHAHAHA,......weipingweipingweiping.....wannasee you again=)

god,...i am damn screwed
i hate it
i hate the way i am feeling now
it felt extra

the freakin image of a dead rotten blue lizard,... hanging over the celling fan almost made me puke and cry. these juniors told me to look at it without telling me what happened. i rmbed screaming my head off. i sat down on the floor and started screaming and kicking my legs,.... i wanted to puke. i controlled my tears,.... it was disgusting to be there.

dance,... besides the lizard,... molly,....i call lizards molly or sally,... cuz i dont like the words lizard. was good=) daph is damn fantastic!!!!! my god!!! the cheography!!!

i hate it when my parents kept forcing me to make a choice or give them an answer. i am torn between the 2 dances . what you want me to do??? i am so confused and headached. crap.
saw mr fathu and cried a big deal,... he doesnt know i went to ballet,.... my god. whats wrong with the dance teachers ,... infomation just doesnt seem to get made across!



i got no idea how to wear the cola candy costume.
i dont have stupid proper clothes

its like 11.30
i promised myself to sleep at 11
my dad is chasing me out of the room
my mum will be going to bankok for holiday tmr
rahhhh

it like me dad and drain,.... i bet he will make me wash the clothes

i hate my results, i failed everything. and i tell you i love emaths
from d7 become a1
i love mdm lenny too
i wanted that hand shake badly
missed it by 0.5 marks


i realised that ppl who dont like anyone is mean. like now,

annabel

and steph

are nice people

ok,....

thought if the steps for zany,.... teaching the rest tmr=)
and i wrote the "wouldnt it be nice" lyrics,... and if you think someparts are weird,... its those parts dahlia edited. yeah,... and she is so lame,... shes worried that the steps are too dancer ish,....
i think the steps are simple and dumb and sweet=) just like how candies are- brainless.
i wish the runners the best=) might win some trophy=)





just now,.... i thought that this crazy idea would just work out.....but na,.... please,...whats not meant to be is just not meant to be. she said no.

i thought what would happened if i was allowed to. the feelings wasnt there. i just want to have fun.

i told annabel if i wasnt at home,... i could just scream,....

but yeah,.....
i am still thinking if,.... only if.....


in my wildest dreams

well today was such crap,...woke up and had to force myself out of bed.rahhh,... i hate it!!!!!

went for dance which was the most crappest thing that happened today.
there was this bloody squashed up dead lizard on the floor and i was soooo freaked out!!!!! and the music started and i had to dance. man,... it was so terrible,...

i made so many mistakes!!!! put it simply, its that i cant get the steps.....
i dont do ballet and i dont know what the helll do you do with this shit
or where you look, where you place your feet or the angle of your hands,
the dumb steps which my tiny brain cells cant absorb.

so ms chaim made me do it over and over and over again,... at first with everyone,... (i made them got to do it with me). then later by myself. rahhh,.... i bet i made her fed up,... and everyone too....=( i'm sorry,... im just dumb=(

then later on ms chaim told gloria to replace me in a part,... so now i have like half of an eight in the whole thing. woow CRAP. its like i think shes sick of me cuz i didnt do anything wrong and that i had made sure. but whatever,.... bel and i are so not going to care.=)



OHOHOHOHO,.... HERE COMES THE HIGHLIGHT!!!!

hahaha, ytd,.... i had this huge inspiration and wanted to write a song,.... i wanted to write bout breakups and patchups,.....then i was writing and writing,.... and suddenly it became a CIAP song!!!!!!! hahaha,... i was thinking bout my darling ciaps hahahhaa,.., amd so many lyrics flew out!!! hahahaha.
in case you didnt know,.... it stands for
Comes In A Package!!!!!!

hahahaha
the four of us,.....

jana
steph
bel and
i!!!!!!!!
hahahahahhaha

so crap this whole idea came like when bel and i were walking back to my house.....

then we saw a LAM!
and thought that we both wanted it~!!!!!!!!
hahaha then, i suggested that we can go as a package!!!!!
hahaha ,... like with bows and ribbons on our heads and turn up in bunny suits at the doorstep, thick-skinly in front of a LAM!!!!!

hahahahaha!!!! like take us or take none!!!!!!
hahahaha

okok whatever,.... taught bel the song!!!!! she was so impressed!!!! cant wait to let jana and steph to hear it! hahaha shi heard it too already!!!
i sorta adopted the tune for the chorus, cuz i had brain damage when i reached that part,... but it fits in nicely=) so yeah!

lunched with crystal, shi and bel at katong laksa,.....=)


went for tution!!!! hahahaha,... i was wearing this grey gym skirt and my leotard inside. with my jacket of cuz!!! hahahaha,... incase you are wondering,... people dont wear bra when they wear leotard. so yeah.

that day when everyone left for their own activity after national day celebration,... me, the loser went home.... turns out that i am suppose to go suntect to collect my lenses. lunched at country mannia=) love it there always=)
i bought 5 tops and 2 skirts in 20mins( including the fox skirt!!!) hahahaha
and my mum said she is going to ban me from buying anything already,....





hahahaha,..... okok,... back to the tutiontution thingy,.... then right,... they came!!!!!! hahahaha
OG and gang!!! hahaha made sherry and shi go to get food cuz i felt that they were outside,...

my god!!!!!! found out they were at the bubble teashop!!!! thanks shi=)
hahaha,,..... luckily OG was facing outwards and he saw me!!!!

he tilted to the side cuz another guy blocked him,... and he tilted damn obviously!!!!!
hahahaha,... its damn cute!!!! i was laughing like madly and shi kept repeating" you are damn play"

saw another strangerLAM hahahahaha!!!!!! LAm was sitting from afar. caught LAM staring all the way.....=)

hahaha

there was this other guy with OG. he walked past my class,... walked back and stood at the door, and stared at me for like 10 secs. i was like,... okok,.....
never see mei nu before har!!!
hahahaha,.....

OG!!!!!!!

in case you are wondering so many people were looking at me,...
it is cuz i felt chio today,... and yes,... i did,... =)
and its not like i have grass growing out of my head or sth,.....



talked on the phone with bel just now. i was laughing like shit at her. hahaha,... i really want to see how she look like with that diy hair cut!!!!!
actually,... i dont think i really do care or bothered by weip already,....


i couldnt believe myself that we were late on the sme day ok!!!!! a monday!it was like i was standing there actually looking out for her in the rows when suddenly i saw her walk in!!! oh my god! i tell you i went crazy..... shes so big and tall!!!! this sec3 girl thought i was mad cuz i was sooo happy.


hahahaa,.., after that bel came over and we started screaming!!!! hahahaha!! jealous pok!
oh yea,... we are always screaming la. so ok. hahahaha
damn fun!!!!!







so what if they thought we were mad,....
so what if theres loose screws in our heads,....
so what if we do fight in our sleeps,....
we'll keep our promise CIAPS=)

Test Your Brain This is really cool.

The second one is amazing so please read all the way though.

ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST Count every " F" in the following text:







FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...




















(SEE BELOW) HOW MANY ?
WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN !
Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.











The reasoning behind is further down. The brain cannot process "OF".
Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!

Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.

Three is normal, four is quite rare.




you know right,... my dad recieved this email. and he tested us. he, mu and drain counted 3 and i, the one who took it last,.... counted 4!!!! can you believe it? ya. i was like 4? my dad looked at me disgustedly and said 4 only??? and i was like,... ya 4???
i love mind games, those you know puzzles and all that=)

you know i rmb last year,... the australian maths thingy right, i got in the first round,... after the trail,..mr yap came and ask me lots of questions. like what my parents do and all that crap. haha. he told me i topped the trail test thingy. i was like wow ok,...
however,.... he told me too late. i really went the final test thingy and played along ramdomly. i just tikam leh! like ok c, a, e, a, a, a, c,a ,e. hahhaa play along.
damn i shouldnt have=(

and this year. freak la! i didnt know there were like another half of the questions at the back! yeah,... like i did it half done. roar!


okokok,.... whatever. but look at my maths results!!!! hahhaha,... pass already i happy!


i dont know. i see sth in weip's eyes. its sth maybe cuz of someone or cuz she knows sth bout me or maybe just cuz of the chem. ok whateverr. thinking too much. butbutbut! its true!!! rahhh


ai ya,... dana just go sleep.

rahhh,... its been so long since i blogged. wanted to say so much but now,... everything seems so erased.
=(

my results are so sucky!!!! i am failing everything! ai ya,... i cant stand it i am so bloody lazy.
dance is like crap. got no idea why i was asked to help for DSA when i did not even freakin dance. all i did was to be a display item. to stay slient and everything. wa lao. the 2 days jamie and i just had to dress up and take attendence. like ???!!! waste time la.

okok,... i got serious problem,... i dont know how to tell ms chaim,.. the days are like dragging by and matters will get worse overtime. ms chaim is nice to me, somehow. but i just cant quit malay dance right, mr fathu might just kill me.
but ms chaim isnt saying anything. and ohoh! she put me in this recess ballet item with sec1s. hahaha! its like the 7 faries which our seniors have done before. i am like the worst of the lot!!!! ballet seems like 5 years ago to me,. i dont remember anything ok. hahaha,... i cant do a pirouette! hahaha,... nat was great helped! i did improve=)

anyway,... i really dont know what to do. actually cuz i dont know how to put it to words that i dont want to join the ballet group to ms chaim.
ai ya. what everr.

nat is upset.... dont be....=)

the asean thingy is like on the 12th. hahha
steph is going to lend me the lbd! hahaha

steph and i are crazy people. we get mad over silly stuff. and it so doesnt make sense. okok. it does la,... to a certain extent. hahaha

belle!!! you dont know how lucky you are! and right,... do anything you like. dont be bothered by anyone yeah! heck care! yeah,... thats it!

hahaha. you know what today. i checked my 2.4 record slip and realised i actually got a C. then,... the whitsle went. and i promised joce that i would run with her. so yeah,... i ran,... hahaha. this time i got E i think.
shila pulled me along=) but i thought i was runing faster than her -_-. hahahaha,... i dont know la but at that time right,... i felt that i really could run and i didnt feel tired at all. which was good=)))

hahaha,... my bra sucks. cuz its freakin irritaing.

wanted to malay dance today and mrfathu was sick.-_- like whats the problem???!!!! must be he purposely one!!!! cuz i didnt go the last 2 times. i really miss him leh!!! i wanna ask him bout the dance!!!! ai ya.

lunched with fi, jessica and nadia!!! hahaha. mad bunch of people. ohohohohoh!!!!! that reminds me!!!!! on tuesday. somehow..... i bumped into themm too! cuz i had no where to go after nafa cuz my dental was at 5.30. the freakin cleaning up cost 63 bucks????!!!! what the!!!.

and nafa, was good. i had no idea i could ever jump. thanks to zan and shi who asked me to go to mdm lee,....yeah!!! i was so happy i got more than A.
hahaha i think sit and reach is weird. its like my nose touched my knees and then the length is like 47cm? huh?
like where else you want me to strech? haha simei told me she cant touch her toes and she got 51cm. amazing amazing.
i know la,... i bet you want to say cuz my hands too short or sth right? rahhh!

ohohoh!!! back to the tuesday,... we just barged into studio cafe,... and on the lights, threw our bags on the floor and started,.... jamming???!!! hahahaha
hahaha,.... it was the first time i played on an acoustic-electric guitar..... it was cool!!!!

i went to the drums and made fi teach me how to,....!!!! hahaha. i think i made her go mad.... i really cant catch it! hahaha cuz she rythms she taught me was difficult! i couldnt stand myself too, so i went freestyle!!! hahaha,... it almost made nadia and jessica and fi deaf!!!! hahaha,... but i liked it! cuz it was fun!

anyways,... the tan boon ki drumer today really rocked!!! hahaa,.. it so made it wanna hop!like you know,... hip hop!

oh crap,... i promised to research my geog,... and i haven done it.
i think jelly aka angelica is some loose nut. hahaha, sat with her during assembly and thus i realised she is crazy.

oh well dahlia is going to tell mdm lenny that she doesnt want to be the rep anymore. but i hope she isnt serious. cuz i dont want to be alone! even though i am always the one doing work. and she says i am the main cuz i was the first one being called on. and i was the one who indirectly caused her to be a maths rep. -_- like i want it to happen like that! that fat pig gave me a hand shake for good luck cuz she is going to leave, meaning leaving me collect the work-_-. rah=(

and there are 8 people haven handed up their homework.

okok,... i wanna leave with a good note.

errm,,... yeah, dance? aiya tmr. i dont wanna go back on saturday!!!! its eating up my tution time,.. then indirectly eating up my chill out dance time!!!!

okok,... whatever. at least i got shi hua=)



you are giving me mix-signals.
and i really dont get it.
but i hope you still care,
cause,...
i do

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