papilian.my hamster=)
i think i am multitasking. like who on earth talk and chat online to the same person. thanks man. i feel better. like i felt so terrible just now. lifeless and loveless.
how ego can a person be?
i'm tired.
what did i just do???
got this dream where you made this freakin huge paper ball ( the flat one, haven blow yet)yellow and white and wrote a zillion things on it.
and plasted this 15 x 15 x 0.05cm thick plasma tv on my loved? sheet of paper.
and told me you had never stopped caring. you were like so shy and was walking down to the foyer???!!!
i was like, ok what a weird dream.
maybe you had the same dream too. crazy.
i doublt anyone understands this. anyhow.
tessa what you want me to blog about?????!!!!!
i am happy you are not as ego as me. so yeah.
and you are suppose to paste the thingy i wrote not the whole convo la!!
i dont care. next time 1 full page essay.
rahhhhhhhhh.
hey, i am back!!
sorry no time to blog about my 2006 impt people yet.
you know its like so fun right??!!! its like some award thingy and ppl are looking forward to it!!! ok,.. like real!
anyhow,... bel and steph came over ytd ytd i think. so hhaahahha!! it was so freakin fun!!!
you changed into bikinis and strut around???!!!! ok, not really. i thought we looked like charlies' angels ok.
the pics i took wasnt nice=(
it was damn stupid.
you dont know how long we took to get into the water caz it was cold.
we took the steps and decided to get in step by step. hahaha. you know steph's legs damn long right. and by the time her legs are almost in,.... she shout" dana leong, your vagina is like inside the water already!!!" ahahahaha
damn funny la!!!!!!
and really, by the time we are all set in the water,.... it rained-_-
like what,...
and the 2 freakin women were so scared that they get electricuted ok. i was like eh swim leh,... wont die want. but hell,... i give in.
we were in the suana for a damn long time ok. it was like our house. hahaha, we went to take water,... shampooed our hair, bathed, ate, talked and hang dry our towels. hahahaha
the 2 of them we damn crap. but i love them so much=0
bathing suit.
steph- orangy-yellow, turquoise
bel- brown white and blue
me- black and pink.
you know whats the problem? i dont like the combi black and pink. and the other 2 of them like it. ironic. i'd rather like purple, brown or some red. not balack and pink??!!!
i thought the whole world was at parkway ytd can.
my god.
i was walking and msging and drinking my passionfruit drink=) with my hands freezing cold.
then suddenly i saw tessa walking towards me. i was like woaw. ok,... she looks like some da jie.
what you doing here? alone ah?
hahaha, i got a shock.
it always rain when i see you ok.
anyhow,... my brother is chasing me out=(
till then
oh my god. i am so lucky. cuz i dropped my ipod and it just blanked out. and its just so that its still in warranty. oh my god. if not my dad would just make me pay for another one,... for myself-_-.
ohhhh,... i wanna hope that bel's alright. cuz we'll still love you alot more. hehehe. that a break on a holiday or sth yeah. it'll be fine.
i came on line to check with the warranty thingy so yeah,.. just blog fora little sth. anyhow. i seem to realise that the song on my blog is not playing!!!! rahhhh,....
why???!!! its so nice and zoomy
i am now shut off from the free music scene. so yeah=(
i got this new cupboard from ikea. its so fun! its like a shelf you see in stores. anyhow.
i really thought of what i am going to write about my favourite people already. yay=)
just that i dont have the time. my mum forbits me on the com. roar.
i am beginning to miss ppl from school. ohhh
till then. take care bel.
my necklaces=)
the speaker i won from my tution lucky draw.
hahaha. plug it to your mp3 and tada! music from the speakers!!! the music actually comes out from the legs of chip. it so bloodly cool and cute!!!!
i think i am damn lucky,... actually i have always been lucky expect for afew bad moments. anyhow,... out of numbers1-12,... i chose 12, there was this feeling bout it.
ok then they were giving out a second number,... and i picked 16,... out of 60 over numbers.
so yeah,..
the numbers were called,... all my friends won sth and i was like hahaha!
save the best for the last( fiona's slogan!) at first i won this soft toy massager when 16 was called.
then the last prize, the best one, which was this speaker, my number was called. traded the massager for this.
hahaha, its like people dont even get anything and i my number was called twice.
rachel got this phone holder, shi got shoe laces, jasmine got a haandphone chain.
hahaha. i am so lucky both prizes are of high value.
hahaha. so sad my eyecandy wasnt there. og wasnt there. his whole bunch of friends were there can. i looked nice=)
okokokok,.... ytd,.. i couldnt sleep until like 4plus in the morning.
dont ask me why. so,...
i thought about the significant people of my life this year,my friends,... be it a good thing or a bad thing to get to know them.
i wrote a list.=)
okpost them maybe soon=)
hahaha, so cute!!! junjun=)my p1 cousin.
at the dressing room with bel with the belly dancing thingy! see us without the blouse?? dream on!!! hahahaha
junjun's birthday party!!! hahaha.
hahaha.flashing?
me, hahaha. i look horrible, but i think its funny. i think i look like a rasin.
natalie, the camera shy friend
me and my baby cousin. fi says i look like hes mother.
room.just felt like putting this up. ok.
listening to the song dahlia uploaded on the class blog.... love it!
its like one moment, i am feeling so down, then the next after hearing it,... it completely made
me feel happier. hahahaha thanks. shes got all the songs la.
first time i am like using the com in the afternoon. ytd, i was so pissed over lots of stuff. oh hell,... its been such a bad week. so many bad things happened=( but i think its going for a change!!!
cuz lucky things seem to happen like just now!! ahahahaha
you see,...
had lunch at pp(more to it later)
then i left after that home alone.
the moment i boarded the bus,(i walked to the bus which was a distance away from the bustop.) and sat down,... it started to rain so heavily la!!!!!! like woaoooo
cuz those ppl who came up the bus a few seconds later were all drenched!!!!
hahahaha,.. ok, i was thinking how amazing was that.
fine, then after the bus ride,...
and when i was about to alight,... the rain stopped.... i was like ok,... thank you god. hahaha!!! oh goodness!!!
i rmb just a few days ago, i was drenched before the bus ride at pp .and i had to wait for the rain to stop(cuz it was so heavy) at my house bustop close to half an hour la!!!!.
hahaha!!! wanted to thank bel for walking 2 bustops back with me to pp to get my wallet( cuz i left it there, i had never in my life lost my wallet) cuz she was already happily on the bus. love you ok!
hahha, had lunch at macs today and sandy, fi and jelly had theirs at coffeebean. hahaha those 3 dumb dumb ppl. hahahaha. waited for them to have theirs first, which was like this breakfast set which was preety much expensive.
i wanted to spend like 70cents today but used up 4 instead=(
it was the first time we were all at pp can??!!! was never even there was just one of them before. =) dream fulfilled.
hahaha,ytd, i was at my clubhouse toliet cubicle shitting when suddenly,...
a huge cockroach just walked in. and i mean, walked. (it has wings)
at first, i was thinking, oh my, what a huge cockroach,...
then i thought,... what atrocy!!!! dare walk in like you own this place!!!
cuz it looked so arrogant, i tell you. hahahaha,...
after that,... my next instinct was to take my camera out to snap a picure of it!!! hahahah cuz cockroaches are sth rare for me.!!!
i was thinking whether to be scared cuz it was so near me,...but then i decided not to. hahahaha
so dumb.
i am like trying to cut down on my expenditure, cuz like i am spending too much,... you know on what??
on food.
like what??!!! i am eating all day and not growing. my goodness.
spend $9.10 on monday
$5.60 on tuesday and $4 today.
and my mum just gave me a pay cut!!!! oh my god. no more shopping trips already=(
well chem spa is tmr. heard that is more difficult than the mock one so be careful ok. learn your mole or sth. yup=)
screwed up my physics spa,... my answer was like 0.3????!!! when the answer was like 1000???!!!! hahaa luckily he didnt fail anyone la=)
i was sitting at the busstop today alone and guess who i saw? a red tutu bird.
cuz i was like msging bell half way when there was this huge chunk of bright red across the street caught my eye. upon further noticings, i saw sth. it was this funny rare-almost extinct bird. hahahaha!! joking la. i was like,... oh tessa.
i thought i saw she looked and she gave this oh-shit, her-again kinda look. but i wasnt sure if she can see cuz she can brush past people without realising.
then i msged her la.
said she saw me and my red bag.
dont know how to say hi!!! hahaha
actually i daoed her too. so yeah.
haha.
anyway,.... i think i am ok now,... felt really terrible for so long.
yesterday pissed at my brother and a whole lot of things. its really weird,...
everythings fine today. like ytd, i couldnt fix the damn camera software and took practically 1 hour, but failed...
and today, (just now) i popped it in and it worked. wowifying.
ohhh haahaha, last night i was so mad( and i repeated that zillons already),
i took a scissors and wanted to be destructive.
but i wont want to cut myself cuz i am so afraid of pain.
so, i just took the dustbin and started cutting the papers inside furiously.
my mum came out and started asking me what i was doing cuz i was practically taking out all the contents from the dustbin, cutting it and throwing it back in.
i cocked out sth like i wanted to try different cutting styles and learn to be artistic, doing art with recycled materials.
mu wasnt really convinced though.
wanted to cry so badly but i cant. thats the worst cuz my mum would start asking me a whole lot of questions if i cried for a reason she didnt know.
thats because she had never and i repeat never seen me cry other than when she beats me up. i was trained since young that i cannot cry.
last time when i cried when she scolded me,... she would cane me and say i didnt cane you why you cry.
so yeah,... crying, to her is a big thing.
anyhow,....
i am like loveless and my pinofore i wore today was huge.
hahaha!!! going for a new chem tution with bel later!! hahaha. what do i expect? hahahaha.
you know what???!!! i hate that mdm hog!!!! oh my god!! not really hate ah, but i cant stand it!!! we have no chemistry at all. when i see her,.. i dont feel like smiling though shes the one who keeps smiling. i am like just shut up your face la. oh my god
you know whats worse???!!!
that day,... she stood in front of me and shouted over me. WHERE IS DA-NAAAA???!!! i looked at her and said. day-ner is in front of you.
oh my god..
she called me on my phone when i was pissed at life. and the other end shouted. DA-NAAAA!!! ARE YOU AT HOME???!!!
oh my god. for practically 10mins she was talking to me bout the jobshadowing thingy .and i held my phone away from my ear until she said,... hello da-na are you there? several times.
didnt get in by the way. didnt expect to from the beginning.
skipped my movie for that la,was suppose to be watching step up with the dancers,,...
was so giddy in the car ride there,
was so hungry(that recess dont know why didnt eat much)
spend so much $ on food like a cow later,
then took a freakin long (butt can rot, back can break kinda thing) bus ride with a friend. oh god....
i blamed it on my series of unfortunate events besides,..... misplacing my wallet,... pin-locked my own phone,...gena blamed for everything i've done, pay cut, thingys that dont like me.
goodness.
BUT NOW ITS OK!!!! HAHAHAHA. GOOD.
hahha,. i need sweets!!
fuck. you know i have never said this word. but suddenly i feel like saying it. ok whatever. i am so fed up with the stupid computer and other assholic things.
oh hell nothing is going right lately. and i mean NOTHING.
bloody hell, i am so fucking pissed at everything. i forgot what i am angry about. but yes, i am feeling mad....
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ok,..... peeehuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!
i think i feel better now anyhow,...reliased some of the stupid stress.
here are some of the damn pics for myself to see to make myself feel better.
haleauya.
oh the pictures didnt like me. oh cry. hell. once again. fucked up people who loves scolding and making a fool out of me.
awww,...just felt like putting this pic up=0
hahaha
was msging bel,... and we were both in a state of lost.
damn,.
ahhh,. anyway,.. one thing to make myself happy!!! hear the song??!!!
omg i love it so much la!!!
tata young's new single!!!
i took me so long to look for it ok, and
the moment i listen to it,.. there would be this vibe vibrating in my tummmy,...(in fact its the shoulders)
hahaha, i feel like dancing!!
man,.. i do feel weird,...
its not my lost anyway,.. even though i do think of pretty things. anyhow.
bel, was arranging a CIAPS meeting recess tmr,.. oh my god,... since when was the last time huh?
=) anyhow,...
i suck at the mole thing,... like what the hell???
ms ho came to help,.. then,.. i was sure,... but when the next question comes, i got lost,... again...
arrgh,... i forgot whats nat's blog again.
ms chaim wants ballet for cca promotion?! ohhhhhh
she wants to see me,... ohhhh no,... i want like street jazz!
na,... not watching movie tmr,.. the timings real cocked up i tell you. oh well.
crazy isnt it tu,... nothings right! hahaha.
expected?uhuh.
i want the bluetooth to work! i have nice pics on my phone la!
dancers planning to watch STEP UP on monday,... cool=)
saw bel so many times in school today which i never did,... smiled everytime i see her,.. maybe i am happy.
anyhow,.. went for tution today,...i always feel smarter coming out of that door,.. thats why i love it there=) stayed for like 4hrs??!
hahahaha.
pervert desire has been bringing the book for me since i dont know when.
hahaha! since i've said thank you and sorry so many times already,....
i shall nod my head thrice instead. hahaha!!!
fate of the physics assesment book.
hahaha, anyhow,...
i like to see zaneta ard! like her pinkie face and the cheeky i-want-to-stuff-my-ass-up-your-face-look !!! hahaha
and shes giving me the qian chou look la!!!hahaha!
ohhh way......s.
am i gonna live my life forever like this??!!!
i want a change leh!!
rahhhh.... like no way,... oh hell.
what am i talking about!!!!!
till now,...=)
chill to da song,... zoom...
today was so dumb!!!
the 4 of us, sandy, fiona, jelly and i got to change identities!!!!
i was shouting my own name most of the time,... and we all got used to it. hahaha
fiona's dana leong
and i am fiona
sandy is jelly
and jelly is sandy
hahaha!!!!
you know what!!! i think my name is damn hard to call leh!!!! its like so short,...!!!!
like dayner,..
i felt so weird!!!
i cant stand it!!! and i cant pronounce my name properly!!! like dayner leong!! stop making so much noise!!!
fiona was so noisy la,... and i was like,... being a president of interact club,... i must,....
hahha,... dana,.... was like i like to dance and i am in dance club!!!
hahaha,... sandy and jelly,... or jelly and sandy were so cute too!!!!
omg and my name is so short and hard to pronounce la!!!,... i cant believe i cant even say my name properly!!! its sounds so weird when i do!!! arrrgh!!!!
i think i shall leave this task of calling dana to you guys.
arrrrugh!!! day na!!! i think day na is nicer!! okokok,... dayner,.... arrrgh!!!
hahaha,..dumbdumb
anyhow couldnt do my amaths hw, since sandy brought my book home,... hahahaha
tution tmr yup=)
sandy khoo!!!!!!!!!
say i never care about you!!!!!!!!!!!
you only care about your boyfriend lor!!!!
listen to mdm hassan!!!
concentrate on your studies!!
and dont cancel our appointment for your boyfriend's father's birthday la!!!! last minute somemore!!!!
but then,.. we'll be having another conference and pretending iam sleeping over!!! with fi,... and tricking jelly!!!
damn funny!!!
sandy!!!! can help me take water???!!!i damn thirsty!
yucks!!! fi! can you go and use a tissue to clean your nose??!!
sandy!! stop figgiting around la!!!!
when are you waking up tmr fi?? wake me up ok,.. i go home with you.
all the while pretending we were beside eachother in sandy's house while we were back home conferencing with jelly who thought we were all together!! ahaha
omg i dont know what i am talking about! its so noisy here la!!
rahhhh.
till then=)
wow,.... hahaha
WHO THE HELL IS WEI PENG/WEIPING?????????!!!!!
DAMN FUNNY LA!!!!
bel was telling me on the phone like suddenly ppl asked her about weiping /weipeng for no reason!
i tell you i was laughing like a mad cow and had to cover my face cuz i was laughing so loudly in parkway!!!
what bedok north??? hahahaha!!!! tan weiping???!!!! hahahaha
please la!!!
haahahha!!!!!
long time ago,... shi thought that someone looks LIKE a weiping,.....
anyhow,.., you will never understand!!!! hahahahahaha~!!!!!!
watched the grudge2 ytd,...
dont bother watching please.
its not scary one la!!!
i was like laughing throughout at the stupid plot of how it doesnt make sense that ppl can die for no reason,
and how the ghost amazing looks the same as the one in JU-ON. (both the mother and the kid; just that now the kid's a girl??!!!)
very very expected. very.
i like that allison girl( the one that was force up the attic by her friends)!... she got this nice, sad, worried, frightened, insaned look!!!
hahaha!!!!
nat told me it was scary then i went to watch la!!!! ah yo.
(i dont blame you la, chicken!)hahaha.
the grudge1 was better la.
YOU!!! YES YOU!!!! you know who you are!!!!
PRESTIGE???? set ah!!!
hahaha
though its been out for like a long time already!
i want to watch!!!
haha.
ytd,...
was my little cousin's birthday!!!
hahaha,... P1 kid!!! yeah=)
school was funny????!!!
hahaha
i dont know,.. but theres sth but angelica,... or jelly,... that makes me really happy or at ease when i see her,..
i think its her face!!! which its good! cuz its so funny!!!!
i just look at her,.. then i will just start to laugh!!! so damn comical!!!
will post her pictures here next time!!! hahahaha!!!so everyone can be happy!!! kidding la!!1
and SANDY AND FIONA!!!!!!!
DONT SAY I NEGECT YOU HOR!!!!!
thank you for being there whenever,... whereever,.. we'll be together!!! hahahaha
and jelly,... when are we gonna,
vul less vu gooil shiak laa less vuia????!!!!
hahahaha!!!!!
happy life?? maybe=)
(i cant stand that idiotic bluetooth ok!)