Tuesday, April 25, 2006 @5:57 AM
TODAY WAS AH CRAP!!!!! I FEEL LIKE A MEAN MONSTER!!!! I FEEL LIKE I AM SO BAD!!! THAT I AM SUCH A BITCH!!!! ITS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THAT!!!! ARRRGH!!!!! OK,... planned to go home with dahlia if we are both still in school,... it was raining so super heavily,... then jana told me dah was looking for me. then i went to the foyer and midway,... saw her like throughly wet,... and i saw her running to hug me and i was like,... oh,... dont!!!!! anyway,... we were waiting for the rain to stop at the foyer,... and i saw this person,... and hahahaha, called annabelle to come back,... and the whole group of them came back from the video shop. azrina told me they were all waiting for me!!!!! i felt sooooo bloody remorseful man!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! SO SORRY BABES!!!!! I REALLY REALLY FEEL SO BAD!!!! ANYHOW, we went to the canteen and practically did nothing,... for about like 20 mins or less la,... decided to go find dah least she think i went back without her. hahaha so funny,... we met halfway again!!! like i went to find her and she came to find me! at the same place somemore!! hahaha,... i told her i felt really very bad!!!! and i ask dah to meet me at the toliet there she borrowed a huge green poncho and it reminded me of obs!!!! haha anyways hid at the video shop first. my god!!!! i really left my dancers and smuggled out!!!! i felt so sinful!!!! i dont know what to say man!!!! sorry azrina! sorry natasha! sorry jamie! sorry annebelle! MY GOD..... besides this, i really feel very very bad for s and n, i mean,... i know how it feels and i am so bloody doing it. arrrgh!!!!!!!! i am so sorry!!!!! i dont know!!!! arrgh!!!! i cant help but like try to avoid you guys!!!! deep in my heart, i feel like a monster,... man,... i dont even know what you guys are thinking of me..... i dont blame you for hating me, maybe,... arrrrrgh!!!!! andandand SANDY AND FIONA!!!!!! my 2 precious darlings!!!! i am so sorry!!!!! i must have neglected you guys so much!!!!! you guys are so irriplacable!!!! oh my!!!!!! i really dont blame you by daoing me,... but I hope this wont last forever!!!!
Its it worth it? Let me work it. Put my thing down flip it and reverse it