The slience deep in my heart is just too deafening.
i want somebody, i want you here.
what you do, what you say,...
what you made me feel.
to feel like i have no worries, no pain, no sorrow.
just plain happiness and love.
to be able to walk away from this earth surface with no regrets,
knowing i have had it all.
but where are you?
i cant seem to find a trace,
a trace of care or did you even considered .
i realised nothing stays the same,
neither you nor me.
i wish you can just
tell it straight to my heart that you dont love me,
time will stop it from bleeding, please.
today,... pei qi=), nicole=), irene=) and YANXIN came to my house for english project.
YAN XIN in particular was fanstasic-ally sickening and troublesome. she was not only noisy and she irritated everyone single of us. besides coming 1 and a half hour late, she blamed me for telling her directions.
shouted at everyone of us for not doing work when she herself simplily did just demanding us to do something. complained but everyone in her loud screechy voice. did not bother to know whats going on and carried on disturbing us.
eg. kept on erasing the words i wrote on the board when i told it straight to her face to stop doing that and stop being so irritating. she hit me hard on my thigh. i know my leg is very sexy. but that gives you no excuse to lay your flity hands on it.
today she hit me 6 times in total and poked me in once in the face. hit pei qi 5 times and pushed her at the road. right,..... so demanding and useless.
yanxin,... i am kidding here..... hahaha, you see, i am kidding......
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i am in love with angels....
i believe they exsist.... angels dancing barefooted amist the clouds in the clear blue skies. music from golden harps as they sip coffee on the cloud for tea. all angels are beautiful, their pearly white wings, pretty blue eyes and long flowing dresses. their hearts are pure, they tinkie with happiness and move graciously with each step. they know only love, only peace, only innocence.....
i am one of them....=)
dana,... fat hope.
