Friday, August 18, 2006 @8:26 AM
god,...i am damn screwed
i hate it
i hate the way i am feeling now
it felt extra
the freakin image of a dead rotten blue lizard,... hanging over the celling fan almost made me puke and cry. these juniors told me to look at it without telling me what happened. i rmbed screaming my head off. i sat down on the floor and started screaming and kicking my legs,.... i wanted to puke. i controlled my tears,.... it was disgusting to be there.
dance,... besides the lizard,... molly,....i call lizards molly or sally,... cuz i dont like the words lizard. was good=) daph is damn fantastic!!!!! my god!!! the cheography!!!
i hate it when my parents kept forcing me to make a choice or give them an answer. i am torn between the 2 dances . what you want me to do??? i am so confused and headached. crap.
saw mr fathu and cried a big deal,... he doesnt know i went to ballet,.... my god. whats wrong with the dance teachers ,... infomation just doesnt seem to get made across!
i got no idea how to wear the cola candy costume.
i dont have stupid proper clothes
its like 11.30
i promised myself to sleep at 11
my dad is chasing me out of the room
my mum will be going to bankok for holiday tmr
rahhhh
it like me dad and drain,.... i bet he will make me wash the clothes
i hate my results, i failed everything. and i tell you i love emaths
from d7 become a1
i love mdm lenny too
i wanted that hand shake badly
missed it by 0.5 marks
i realised that ppl who dont like anyone is mean. like now,
annabel
and steph
are nice people
ok,....
thought if the steps for zany,.... teaching the rest tmr=)
and i wrote the "wouldnt it be nice" lyrics,... and if you think someparts are weird,... its those parts dahlia edited. yeah,... and she is so lame,... shes worried that the steps are too dancer ish,....
i think the steps are simple and dumb and sweet=) just like how candies are- brainless.
i wish the runners the best=) might win some trophy=)
just now,.... i thought that this crazy idea would just work out.....but na,.... please,...whats not meant to be is just not meant to be. she said no.
i thought what would happened if i was allowed to. the feelings wasnt there. i just want to have fun.
i told annabel if i wasnt at home,... i could just scream,....
but yeah,.....
i am still thinking if,.... only if.....
in my wildest dreams