Saturday, August 26, 2006 @7:26 AM
I THINK I AM GOING CRAZY
yup
rahhhhh
ok
errm
whatever
BEL!!!!!!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!!
oh,... just now,.. my bro went mad and quarrelled with my parents and ran out of the house,...
i was in my room when i heard all the comotion,... a short while later,... i came out and saw my parents sitting at the sofa reading newspapers. great. just great.
i didnt say anything,
i just ran downstairs to look for him,... i went everywhere. the playground, the backyard and the 30th floor,... i was crying and went round asking the guards.
i could find him la. i went up again to get my phone and keys and went down to look for him again,... spotted him at the pool. we just sat there and cried,... i mean,... i understand the pressure and everything. i was a sec1 before. and i understand our parents 2years more than him.
oh well,... it was such a long time before my mum came to look for us,...i gave her a clue as to where we were" I LOVE TO SWIM"
oh,... everything's fine now=)
actually ytd,.. i had blogged but then sth went wrong and yeah,... sth went wrong. it wasnt published,...=(
but anyway,...today wasnt fantastic
tutioned the whole day,.. and mrs ng ask me to go back everyday so as to improve in my amaths.
rightie
i hate that feeling you know,... that heart-scrunching-beating-non-stop-poping-out-of-your-body kind of feeling. i just hate it,...
it could be for alot of reasons,.. or for no reason.
rahhhhh
when i think of dance,... that friday when i was on stage rehearsing,... the lights,.. the music,.. the attention,....i get the horrible reaction,... was i afraid? i dont know,....
when i think of weiping,... i get it too. its crap,... i wish i could just cut it away!
dance dance dance its on thursday!!!!
i dont want!!!!!
what are we going to wear???
talked to bel on the phone just now,... i was screaming and laughing,..
i dont know why,... i am always laughing when i am high,...cant stand it too,....
i cant control myself you know! and its so not soft.
its been so long since i blogged,...
wheres my time?
oh there! *points to the window*
it flew away!,...
my vocab sucks
see,... the words i used?
they are like 4 letters long
oh whatever
i am so contradicting(13)
rahhhh,...
i dont know what i want,...but i want what i dont havei dont havethe need to yearn but i yearn secretly for you