i feeling like crying now, omg i am.
and its like my brother's watching this stupid cartoon, laughing beside me.
rahhhh,... i am not sad. i am just not happy. ok fine,
i am upset. its like the whole of today,.. i wasnt really in the mood to talk or anything.
yes bel, "you feel the need to talk about it, but you just dont want to talk right?"
i was just so letargic.
fortunately for me i had my dancers, we walked all the way to the hostel place to have lunch.
its so fun being with them, bel, jana, zan, nat, jamie, shi and lis nat.
perfected my beats,
which was the one thing i felt i should be proud off.
cuz, its like i lost it after so long not doing it.
(in case you are wondering whats beats,... its like hand stands in the air)
the feeling of going against gravity and putting all your weight on your hands is just fanstastic.
that few moments of staying in air, makes me smile when i come down.
haha,... yup. its a big deal to me.
i fell in love with sailor stuffs. love my bag and the earrings i bought. haha, i want the sailor bra set!!!
omg,.... i feel so drained.
i thought i didnt care or bother, its just that i decieved myself so many times.
but i realised that it really hurts inside.
what happened?
didnt know it matters to you.
i want that old weiping back.