hahaha, so cute!!! junjun=)my p1 cousin.
at the dressing room with bel with the belly dancing thingy! see us without the blouse?? dream on!!! hahahaha
junjun's birthday party!!! hahaha.
hahaha.flashing?
me, hahaha. i look horrible, but i think its funny. i think i look like a rasin.
natalie, the camera shy friend
me and my baby cousin. fi says i look like hes mother.
room.just felt like putting this up. ok.
listening to the song dahlia uploaded on the class blog.... love it!
its like one moment, i am feeling so down, then the next after hearing it,... it completely made
me feel happier. hahahaha thanks. shes got all the songs la.
first time i am like using the com in the afternoon. ytd, i was so pissed over lots of stuff. oh hell,... its been such a bad week. so many bad things happened=( but i think its going for a change!!!
cuz lucky things seem to happen like just now!! ahahahaha
you see,...
had lunch at pp(more to it later)
then i left after that home alone.
the moment i boarded the bus,(i walked to the bus which was a distance away from the bustop.) and sat down,... it started to rain so heavily la!!!!!! like woaoooo
cuz those ppl who came up the bus a few seconds later were all drenched!!!!
hahahaha,.. ok, i was thinking how amazing was that.
fine, then after the bus ride,...
and when i was about to alight,... the rain stopped.... i was like ok,... thank you god. hahaha!!! oh goodness!!!
i rmb just a few days ago, i was drenched before the bus ride at pp .and i had to wait for the rain to stop(cuz it was so heavy) at my house bustop close to half an hour la!!!!.
hahaha!!! wanted to thank bel for walking 2 bustops back with me to pp to get my wallet( cuz i left it there, i had never in my life lost my wallet) cuz she was already happily on the bus. love you ok!
hahha, had lunch at macs today and sandy, fi and jelly had theirs at coffeebean. hahaha those 3 dumb dumb ppl. hahahaha. waited for them to have theirs first, which was like this breakfast set which was preety much expensive.
i wanted to spend like 70cents today but used up 4 instead=(
it was the first time we were all at pp can??!!! was never even there was just one of them before. =) dream fulfilled.
hahaha,ytd, i was at my clubhouse toliet cubicle shitting when suddenly,...
a huge cockroach just walked in. and i mean, walked. (it has wings)
at first, i was thinking, oh my, what a huge cockroach,...
then i thought,... what atrocy!!!! dare walk in like you own this place!!!
cuz it looked so arrogant, i tell you. hahahaha,...
after that,... my next instinct was to take my camera out to snap a picure of it!!! hahahah cuz cockroaches are sth rare for me.!!!
i was thinking whether to be scared cuz it was so near me,...but then i decided not to. hahahaha
so dumb.
i am like trying to cut down on my expenditure, cuz like i am spending too much,... you know on what??
on food.
like what??!!! i am eating all day and not growing. my goodness.
spend $9.10 on monday
$5.60 on tuesday and $4 today.
and my mum just gave me a pay cut!!!! oh my god. no more shopping trips already=(
well chem spa is tmr. heard that is more difficult than the mock one so be careful ok. learn your mole or sth. yup=)
screwed up my physics spa,... my answer was like 0.3????!!! when the answer was like 1000???!!!! hahaa luckily he didnt fail anyone la=)
i was sitting at the busstop today alone and guess who i saw? a red tutu bird.
cuz i was like msging bell half way when there was this huge chunk of bright red across the street caught my eye. upon further noticings, i saw sth. it was this funny rare-almost extinct bird. hahahaha!! joking la. i was like,... oh tessa.
i thought i saw she looked and she gave this oh-shit, her-again kinda look. but i wasnt sure if she can see cuz she can brush past people without realising.
then i msged her la.
said she saw me and my red bag.
dont know how to say hi!!! hahaha
actually i daoed her too. so yeah.
haha.
anyway,.... i think i am ok now,... felt really terrible for so long.
yesterday pissed at my brother and a whole lot of things. its really weird,...
everythings fine today. like ytd, i couldnt fix the damn camera software and took practically 1 hour, but failed...
and today, (just now) i popped it in and it worked. wowifying.
ohhh haahaha, last night i was so mad( and i repeated that zillons already),
i took a scissors and wanted to be destructive.
but i wont want to cut myself cuz i am so afraid of pain.
so, i just took the dustbin and started cutting the papers inside furiously.
my mum came out and started asking me what i was doing cuz i was practically taking out all the contents from the dustbin, cutting it and throwing it back in.
i cocked out sth like i wanted to try different cutting styles and learn to be artistic, doing art with recycled materials.
mu wasnt really convinced though.
wanted to cry so badly but i cant. thats the worst cuz my mum would start asking me a whole lot of questions if i cried for a reason she didnt know.
thats because she had never and i repeat never seen me cry other than when she beats me up. i was trained since young that i cannot cry.
last time when i cried when she scolded me,... she would cane me and say i didnt cane you why you cry.
so yeah,... crying, to her is a big thing.
anyhow,....
i am like loveless and my pinofore i wore today was huge.
hahaha!!! going for a new chem tution with bel later!! hahaha. what do i expect? hahahaha.
you know what???!!! i hate that mdm hog!!!! oh my god!! not really hate ah, but i cant stand it!!! we have no chemistry at all. when i see her,.. i dont feel like smiling though shes the one who keeps smiling. i am like just shut up your face la. oh my god
you know whats worse???!!!
that day,... she stood in front of me and shouted over me. WHERE IS DA-NAAAA???!!! i looked at her and said. day-ner is in front of you.
oh my god..
she called me on my phone when i was pissed at life. and the other end shouted. DA-NAAAA!!! ARE YOU AT HOME???!!!
oh my god. for practically 10mins she was talking to me bout the jobshadowing thingy .and i held my phone away from my ear until she said,... hello da-na are you there? several times.
didnt get in by the way. didnt expect to from the beginning.
skipped my movie for that la,was suppose to be watching step up with the dancers,,...
was so giddy in the car ride there,
was so hungry(that recess dont know why didnt eat much)
spend so much $ on food like a cow later,
then took a freakin long (butt can rot, back can break kinda thing) bus ride with a friend. oh god....
i blamed it on my series of unfortunate events besides,..... misplacing my wallet,... pin-locked my own phone,...gena blamed for everything i've done, pay cut, thingys that dont like me.
goodness.
BUT NOW ITS OK!!!! HAHAHAHA. GOOD.
hahha,. i need sweets!!