my god. struggling with that dahlias winzip dance thing for the photos.
what on earth is wrong????!!!!
arrrrrgh.
i think i am about to die soon.
someones happy.
and what the hell am i feeling right now.
its not the first time
missing no one
with nothing sweet to taste.
sth i wanted so badly wasnt so fanstatic in the first place.
what was i thinking?
yeah, nice to think about it huh.
still.
i dont like the fact that i know that you know.
wtf
you lucky shitass.
sometimes i wonder what happens
it always happens
everything bad and nonsensical
my post is gone AGAIN. i will never learn
never.
i need to get my luck back.
where everythings so pleasent and perfect and pretty
nothings been smooth lately.
and papilian's gone.
what hurts most.
Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
.
flames to dust
lovers to friends
why do all good things come to an end
Nellyfurtado-all good things come to an end
dont assume babe. i am not in love. tear it and emptyness screams back at you. alright deary?thanks=)
read all the testis i once wrote and recieved, it may mean so much more.
the stare, the wamrth, the touch, the glaze, the spell, the chemistry, the past, the fate.
only you know how.
alrighty. whatever i typed just disappeeared
okokokokk, hope things turn ourt for the better tmr
need you no more, pretty face
beidge
temperature taking- literally
my lovers.
today was sorta a crappy day yes. looking at the pics make me feel a zillion times better=D
this last pic is the one on my background.
dance tmr. bleh. ballet. bleh bleh.
went for tution tooday. was so fun talking to mrs ng and shi.
i really wanted to do well in amaths so badly. freakin disappointed now.
trying to do my chinese zuoye now. and there are like 2 big comprehensions???!!!
english was nice. not even sure if i can do well though.
oh hell.
read the papers and MAIA LEE is a bisexual is it?? they were saying what pansexual??!!
she was like literially dating a girl. living with her and all that.
wow.on stomp right. wonder why the papers didnt say much bout the 'social standings'.
i really dont feel like giving a single damn shit now ok.
i know you are standing at the very end of the earth,
unable to breathe or feel me.
if i'm just so insignificant
then forget it, you shant hold the place you pocess in me right now.
hahha. had tution today. was having chem and bel had physics.
she had only 3 wrong out of like 40???!!! impossible la.
ohhh that maria and daniela girl were so cute together!!! seeing them put a smile on my face. one is like a maneater and the other, a sweetie pie. omg!!! hahha. so sweet you know!!! both from SAJC.
went to the prata stall after that and ordered. egg and cheese pratas. at $1.50 and $1.20 each. bel got 2 kosong at 60 cents each???!!!!
i could buy 4 of hers la!!!
was so happy finally someone can discuss a book with me.
it was the one she lent me. SIDNEY SELDON.
this author who write fantastic sex novels. the plot was marvellious.
BLOODLINE, if you wanna read it.
i read THE STRANGER IN THE MIRROR too.
his books are so cut-throat and tensing man.
yes, full of sex too.
and i am smarter!!! hahaha, explained to bel bout her confused part. yay!!
mrted back with her. funny man!!!
love you la.
cooked my own cream cheese pasta just now. i wonder why i hate to cook but all the food i make always turn out nice. hmmmmmm....
so full like shit. wished i hadnt eaten.
hopeless chances
clinging on to some thread
there would never be a second
or even at the end
you'd realise how much you had meant
to me.
You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm drifting out to the sea
Like the tides pullin' me in deeper
Makin' it harder to breathe
We cannot deny,
How we feel inside
We cannot deny
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in the moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we joked, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react
Kaleidoscope of colors
Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning
Shining down on both of us
Don't let us lose it (don't let us lose it...)
Aly and Aj- Chemicals react.
love love love.
bel's sick. get well soon=) lalaine italy comb. hahhahooo!!
amelia- please forgodness sick!!! there is a patience to a limit!!!! hahahaha!!!
shi- thanks for accompanying me. it was fun=D
jamie- stipid dumb dumb yellow bee
nat-chicken leg la you
klara italy no block1 please. expectations are unnessasary.